It was both being under stress and fear of humiliation that caused a psychotic break 3 1/2 years ago. I was not medicated at the time and my manic episode turned mix episode (it was hard to know one from the other) lasted from March to Oct (according to my mother it started even earlier than march).
Since then, my moods can either be triggered by things such as charismatic Christians and fluctuations in my hormones or they can just occur without a trigger.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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