disgusted.. im so tired of myself... sick and tired...
words cant describe how repulsed i am... vomit...
i make myself sick...
nauseated... omg...
nothing can take it away...
i have to live with this for the rest of my life...
hate... so much hate... so sick...
i want to trade it in... but i know i cant...
i dont want it... i dont want my brain...
ugh...
ughh....
. . . . i dont want to be around myself... i dont want anyone to be around me...
i dont want anyone to know... i hate this... im so sick of this...
but i cant ever change it... this is me... it is me... i am a problem...
ugh... i quit... there is no changing it... i just dont want to believe it...
this is not me... im sick of that... of this... i dont want to see it anymore...
turn it off...

im disgusting...