My T suddenly told me on Thursday that he wants me to start taking an antidepressant. I will have to go to my primary care Dr or a psychiatrist for the script. I am afraid to take one because I am just barely in control of panic with Xanax. I told him I would be seeing my Pdoc in 3 weeks but he told me to call on Friday and get started - 3 weeks is too long to wait. He thought I had been on them all along and was surprised to find that I am not taking anything but Xanax. I guess I just never mentioned before that I had never been given a script for an antidepressant.