part 2..when i was 16-26 i had 4 boyfriend's and my first husband that beat the crap outta me all the time..i wanna know why i picked men that beat me...can anyone shed light on this for me...i still have physical and mental scar's from all the abuse...i was 24 when i had my front teeth knocked out..i had to have dental in plants and am reminded everyday of what happened so long ago..bluevixen