Up until now I have been saying that I was sliding downhill but not fallen yet. Well, I fell off the cliff, hit the ground, and burrowed ten ft deep.

Anxiety has taken over, I can't tell if what I'm seeing is real or not but right now I can't stop myself from believing it. I'm still eating....i had like 600 calories yesterday...so that's not too bad right?!?!?!

waving goodbye to control...oh god help me...