I had a job 3 years ago working at an ice cream place. It was only a summer job which lasted 4 months. That was my first job and I haven't had a job since then. When I use to work my anxiety got really bad. I would be so upset every time before I had to leave that I just got myself into a panic. I couldn't calm myself down.Up to an hour before I had to leave my stomach would hurt and I would get really upset and start crying. This happened almost every time before I left for work. I never had my anxiety that bad until I started my first job. My anxiety continued like that for a year after that job then I was back to my "normal anxiety" and how I use to be before. Now that it has been 3 years, I can't really get away without working for much longer. I know I have to work sooner or later. I just get so nervous. I made list of places that maybe won't be so bad to work at but every time I sit down to really think about it, I can already feel my anxiety starting and it makes my stomach hurt. I don't know how I'm going to do this because I'm already extremely nervous and I haven't even applied anywhere yet.