Dear MC,
I'm not sure what made me completely melt down and start sobbing at the end of session today. I know I was talking about meds and being scared to take a certain one at the time, but that's probably not what the tears were about. It may have been partly about the discussion we had about sex* and feeling vulnerable and stuff like that. It may have been stuff about my daughter. It may have just been that I'm really stressed and you make me feel safe, and I was sad I had to leave that safe space in a few minutes. And I wish I could have just cried in your arms. I know, that's what my H is for, but still wish I could do that with you. Ending felt a little abrupt, but your next client had arrived, and we were already a few minutes over, and of course I couldn't just sit in your office all afternoon...