I'm on them because I don't want to lose control. Mania was blissfully good - but came at huge cost. The crash that follows is frightening. Anxiety is a daily issue. Depression is even worse.

I don't like them though. Some have a sedating quality and weight gain is an ongoing issue. I cry near every night about this but recall what my life was like without the meds. But then I am thankful my life is relatively under control.