arghh, I can't even get you guys to understand what I'm feeling. What I say, doesn't always match what I feel,hmmmm

I didn't mean I read that in your post Mouse. I just mean that sometimes he is an idiot. LOL

And I am afraid that he is walking on eggshells around me now, and if that's the case, that's crap because he should be able to take it if I need to tell him he %#@&#! up.

How does that sound? And another thing, I'm not going to try and fix it. It just is.

I have seen him 4 times since he's been back. The first time was bliss, the next 3 work work work. I am seeing him 2 x per week right now, but that's not for too long.

Maybe a growth point. Maybe individuation from him, yeah, I did cope without him, didn't I? I get by with a little help from my friends....