Ok. Admittedly, I skipped reading everything to post my answer when I got to your question, "...Anyways, so what do you suggest i do? Like her? How do you force yourself to like someone?!..." You don't. What I suggest you do is keep thinking but stop fortune telling. You don't KNOW what will happen if you do x, y & z. You only
think you know. As someone who grew up with a mother who stayed unhappily married to my father, "for the sake of the kids"... well, let's just say, the role model I had for a loving healthy adult relationship I'm just now beginning to overcome and understand (I'm 55). It was ______ up.
I'm not saying anything about you... I'm just giving you my current perspective based on a personal experience.
Here's a song that sums it all up quite well:
"I Hope"
Sunday morning, I heard the preacher say
Thou shall not kill
I don't wanna hear nothing else about killing
And that it's God's will
'Cause our children are watching us
They put their trust in us
They're gonna be like us
So let's learn from our history
And do it differently
I hope, for more love, more joy and laughter
I hope, we'll have more than we'll ever need
I hope, we'll have more happy ever after
I hope, we can all live more fearlessly
And we can lose all the pain and misery
I hope, I hope
Oh, Rosie, her man he gets too rough
That's all she can say, is he's a good man
He don't mean no harm
He was just brought up that way
But our children are watching us
They put their trust in us
They're gonna be like us
It's okay for us to disagree
We can work it out lovingly
I hope, for more love, more joy and laughter
I hope, you'll have more than we'll ever need
I hope, you'll have more happy ever after
I hope, you can all live more fearlessly
And you can lose all the pain and misery
I hope, I hope
There must be a way to change what's going on
No I don't have all the answers
I hope, for more love, more joy and laughter
I hope, we'll have more than we'll ever need
I hope, we'll have more happy ever after
I hope, we can all live more fearlessly
And we can lose all the pain and misery
I hope, I hope
I hope, I hope, I hope