I go to the free clinic and have seen three different psych drs. in the past two years. Basically I do my own research because the dr is at wits end and asks me what I have been on in the past that has worked bc we're both tearing our hair out. I want to go off meds but he wants to keep trying different ones. It's frustrating but I'm trying a new one and it works better than the last. I really wonder what the hell bp really is sometimes but I notice we all have the same kinds of problems on here. It's good to be at home!