Well here I go again I just cant do it im just not cut out to eat like normal people I cant do it any more I cant eat anything at all again I havent eaten since weds night now & that was a few prawn crackers & a bit of triffel & thats all I had all day I was doing really well with my eating I was eating what I wanted when I wanted & I didnt care if I put on any weight I just said so what this is how im ment to be then over the last few weeks the feelings have come back im fat & ugly & I dont deserve to eat or be loved so here I am starving my self again I just want to get in my cloths again is just not fare why did I have to get soooooo fat why couldnt every one just leave me alone the 1st time round & let me get on with my own life & stop telling me what to do