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I pick at my cuticles until they bleed. I also pace around at high speed. Sometimes I will leave group interactions to pace. When I run into someone who I know and sees me pacing, I feel very embarrassed. Some times I will catch myself pacing without even noticing.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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