Thanks for the kind words!! I gave a feeling this is coming to an end. I made dinner for her and my son tonite at my house. Right after dinner she started asking me about this weekend and if we were going to have alone time. I told her that next weekend, I'm gonna be all hers but she told me that it wasn't what she wanted. She said that with the relationship on such a thin string, we should be together this weekend. I already worked it out with my ex to do some rearranging for the next two weekends. Oh well, to little to late I guess. She started up with some dating bs and I just shut down. I'm tired of it all and when she came over tonite I got that sick feeling in my gut when I heard her car pull in to my driveway. I've know her for almost 10 years and at times we were really good together. I'm surprised it is coming to an end like this. I do wish things could be different but I'm not gonna fight with her over my kids.

I know I have only told my side of the story but it's what I have. I am not perfect and I know I have my flaws but I do not want to be made to feel that my kids are an issue. They are good kids and always well behaved. They play great with her grandson and are very respectful.

I don't know at this point. I'm completely drained. Thanks for listening and the great advice and words of support. It's much appreciated.