I miss pot SO MUCH. I used to be quite the recreational user back in the day, but right around 19/20 It just started to make me freak out. Horrible, horrible panic attacks. I'd get stuck in an irrational thought loop (usually disassociative in nature--along the lines of 'I'm not real') and not be able to get out of it no matter how much I tried to distract with the simple pleasures of a cartoon or bowl of cereal.

I've tried many times to start again--and I mean, really tried. different strains. different methods. different environments. But the magic is gone. I'm still really sad about it. I'd give my left breast to be able to smoke again.

My T told me he's heard of this happening to people before--they get older and one day--BAM!--they're just not able to tolerate it anymore. It was all anecdotal, he had no idea why that would happen, never read about it, but says he's heard it a lot from patients over the years.

Anyway, thanks for the thread. Have a nice 420 and enjoy a bowl for me. As for taking it to session...eh, I wouldn't, personally. But that's just me.