Thank you all for responding, I think I have decided that I am just going to get rid of those things. I am just putting myself through pain, everytime I wear them, I need to get rid of them because they are only causing me emotional harm. I don't know I think I will just throw them away, especially since my pair of shoes actually has blood on them still. I thought about buying new things to replace them, I thought this may help me feel better about getting rid of them. I really think this may be what I need to do. I just feel as if I am being completely wasteful if I throw them away and I don't think my mother would appreciate that very much, but what I need to remember is it doesn't matter what my mother thinks, I am 21 now and I am an adult and she can give me her opinion but I shouldn't let it completely dominate everything. Well for now I will do a little more thinking on what I am going to do. Thank you all again.

Jennifer