Yes! Caffeine doesn't usually have THIS effect on me though. Combined with lack of sleep and driving like a bat out of hell, it made its mark. I am just so embarrassed! I mean she must have thought a lunatic had taken over me. I recall her only seeing me depressed as I have mostly been for the almost 7 months I have seen her. She expects me to cry at most sessions, to vent about my husband, and to be as self aware as possible regarding my depression. But this, hardly. She asked me at one point to explain back to her what she had just told me. I was able to recap but only with my eyes closed and after much concentration. I must admit that there was plenty I didn't get. I kept smiling at her, even if she mentioned something somber about my relationship with my husband. I would even giggle...completely inappropriate responses. I kept interrupting her or agreeing with her using emphatic "yeses" and imperious "absolutelys." It was ridiculous. I was ridiculous. OMG!

Let's just hope I can sleep tonight and wake up less insane.