Thanks Sunrise

I did what you said, I listened to what I needed and what I should do to continue this journey. I emailed my T and told him what I needed from him, and that I know I have to call the shots on how to proceed now, and I want him there with me to guide me catch me and encourage me to go on. I told him I would work with the inner child but I need him to help me through this area. He emailed me back, with "No problem I am with you all the way!" I feel better, still scared that I am calling the shots and he isn't telling me to take each step. But I understand what your saying and why this has to go this way!!