I am sorry that you have this going on and these fears as well.

I well understand that you want someone who can be there for you. I dont know what to suggest with that.

I have severe dystonia and other EPS from Anti-psychotic meds and have tried to put in place some safeguards for myself as I wish to keep living independently as much as possible.

Are there any programs where you are that you would qualify for with regard to things like household help, cleaning, shopping, getting meds etc?

Than might be a start.

I really wish I could help more, but I do understand your fears.