Have entered the Great Depression phase once more... it will be months before I am able to figure a way to come out of it..if I am...
I am not sure if a depression is different for a DID person than a non DID person..
I have lost interest in everything.. TV... reading.. restoring my house.. well everything.. am now.. sleeping hours and hours..
My T.. and I came to ageement today.. I am not ready to receive his help.. so I am cutting my sessions.. there is no point in going.. sucidal thougths overwhem me.. and the only thing that I can think of is to get someone in next week to make my house spotless because I don't want to leave a mess for my son to sort thru...
and that is all.. that I am concerned about.. funny what goes thru your mind..
So... yes.. the depreesion is here to stay...Yazaa...
there isn't anything that anyone can say or do.. to help...
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