I don't think you are a fraud. Someone put you on meds for depression and they are professionals so they wouldn't give it to you if you didn't need it. Stop feeling silly for what you write you really felt that way when you wrote it. As far as being whiny I don't believe that either. I think a lot of us feel that way when we read our readings. Have you showed it to your T yet? It's good to write it shows you a lot. Don't be so hard on yourself. OK!