Sister,
I love it when my T starts speaking in his "put you in a trance" voice! It is sooo relaxing! It is good that you were able to tell your T how you really felt, even though it was difficult! You say that you think you hurt his feelings. Maybe next session you can ask him if you hurt his feelings by what you said.(?) Then at least you will know one way or the other and can talk about it. You can do this! It is just going to take time. And that is okay