I hear so much pain Lavendersage.

I share those wishes, even though I am so very blessed in many ways.

It's not fair, people who want to live get terminal illnesses and people who want to escape the pain have to keep going.

Sorry I can't help with suggestions, all I can do is take each day sometimes 15 minutes at a time.

Every fibre in me is wishing you some relief, some respite.

(((((((Lavendersage))))))))