Pre-session - Aaaaarrrrgggghhhh, I don't want to go to new T. I don't know her, can't remember her, don't know where we will be, don't know what I want to talk about, don't know if I even want to continue therapy. But my inquisitiveness will take me anyway and my sense of duty to old T, how ridiculous is that. I do want to make changes I just don't know if I can it if I want to do the work involved. What will she say, what will I say, will I be able to talk, will she get out the art stuff so early on. So many questions I wish my head would shut up and leave Mr alone. Ah well, I better go.