Post-session - It was hot and yet still I don't want to take my coat off, what am I going to do when summer actually hits us. Why is it even an issue, oh yeah, I know, those barrier defences. She seems OK, and glad she seems able to commit to some out of session contact and twice a week some weeks. Let's keep it flexible. Am I committed? No I don't think so, not yet. I liked that she waved me off as I had to walk past the door after the drive. She now knows my shift pattern, let's see of she keeps up with it, she would be the only person in my life who does! Most of my questions were answered, except for seeing the special room, I didn't ask. Maybe I should ask next week. Ah next week, maybe I am showing some signs of commitment! One day at a time.