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Originally Posted by Wandering Soul
Well, I guess it depends on how you look at it. If you're happy with being alone, that will be fine. But if you aren't, then you'll feel lonely and depressed. I spent many years alone, and I read many books during that period. I tolerated that in the hope of something different in the future. But then I didn't see any change. So, my hope is gone now, and desperation took over. And believe me, when desperate, you could do things that you'll regret all of your life.
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Oh, I agree with you Wandering Soul, trust me, I did my fair share of thing I regretted for some time. One time I sent a picture of myself with a knife to my throat and threatened one of my ex to stay with me or I'd kill myself.
It was during one of the all-time low of my life, I was so hurting, I completly lost it.
The good news is that we can all recover, I'm the living proof but yes, when desperation take over, it's almost never a good thing (except in sports and some people accomplish huge upsets when in despair).
Take good care of you Wandering Soul, I can only tell you that I know that you have it in you, hope is life so once you'll have regained hope, you'll see, anything is possible! Take it one day at a time, talk with people, seek help, read books, do things that you like, keep all negativity out of your life and you'll make it, I'm sure you will!
