Yep...i was going to get married. Live near a river and have 2 kids. Yep. There's tons of rivers around here. I mean how close to the river would be interesting to hear. I have 3! Way off!

Some of these things sound generic. Get a cat. A pet. That's nothing unusual.

You are connected to a man from a past life, medevil times, no less. That's a popular era.

You are feeling unheard by your mom. So you know how common mothers are referred to as controlling? It's a generalization of women as far as I see outside this forum.

There's nothing unusual about seeking your spiritual identity. Use caution is my own advice.