anyways, hi everybody!! i think ill be on here for a few hours tonight..haha
well, first of all...my names debbie and i am a lesbian. i am 17 years old going to be 18 this november. although, i have been struggling with something really akward and confusing recently. wanting to becoem somewhat of a man. i know you guys sometimes see girls with the long hair dressin like a guy which i tried...but i dont feel complete in a way. i was thinking about getting hormone shots when i turn 18 so i can grow some facial hair, maybe get a 'shape up'. i was also thinking about shaving my head. having my voice a little more deeper or manly??? i dont know though. i have always acted like a boy, usually dressed like a boy when i was a child. i still sometimes wear men's clothing but my mother is so against it. but to be honest, i kinda just want to feel comfortable with myself.
i dont know if its because self esteem or my other mental health issues..who knows. but im really confused right now and need some feedback if i should, if i shouldnt or what i should do. its just been making me depressed alot lately and i have no clue what to come across too. any feedback would be good.

thanks
deb=]