Hello =^.^=: Well... personally I don't think it means much of anything. The Sanity test is just a fairly subjective snapshot of how you're doing at the point where you took it. The individual sub-scores that go to make up the over all score are perhaps of a bit more significance. They perhaps give you an idea of the different areas you need to work on. But, really, it's not something to be taken to heart. With a score of 147, if you're not already seeing a therapist, you may want to consider doing so. If you are, perhaps share your results with her / him. But please try not to be upset about this. It's simply not definitive enough to make it worth your tears.