Erm... boyfriend loosely...

We... got into another argument tonight... I told him how the world looked through my eyes... I can't stop... thinking about everything I;ve done... everything I'm guilty of... and now... I'm losing him...

We're breaking up... the person I've loved most in my life...

And it's all my fault... telling him... I will never stop running, I've done things in the past I will never accept as a human being... my world, my world of fears and depression... how it is through my eyes...

....now he's leaving me... I'm crying now... God, why does it hurt.......?

Help, is there any help left....?