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Originally Posted by JustShakey
This reminds me of back when I was going through the worst of my transference with previous T. At one point, for a few days, I was absolutely convinced that she was a sadist who wanted to hurt me for her own pleasure, but that if I didn't go along with her and do exactly what she wanted she would hurt me much worse...
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Transference is a right trip. Previous T is actually a very sweet person, we just weren't the greatest therapeutic match...
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It's a trip alright. I'm still having a hard time with why she said she'd like me to come on the 30th too in addition to this Saturday. I'm all paranoid that she is planning on dumping me over 2 sessions. I can't truly believe that of her, because of everything we've been through in our relationship, but I just... well. Y'all know. It's probably just so I don't call her at the last minute and beg for it after all like I did this week. She knows me too well.
I also hate that I recognize it for what it is and STILL can't do anything about it!!!!