Thank you so much for your reply!! It's late and I can't key myself down to go to bed. Everything you have said is going through my mind.

There are three parts of me that are very present and that I acknowledge and give great value to. Learning as I go .......

There is a little one, who is everything good, before bad things happened.

There is a 12 year old who is like the protector.. Defiance and anger, which was not allowed growing up or even in my adult life. Not sure if that is residual or fear. Just saying.

Then. There is the Compliant One. This one seems to be the strongest. It's the one that has always tried to make sure that everything was ok. Things were what they needed to be and everybody was happy. It came with a price.

That part of me "she" paid the price even though I knew it wasn't what I wanted.

I've been listening and writing tonight. That part of me is so very important and special to me. It feels like it may be reluctant to share her heart but I will listen.

Thank you so much for your reply again!! It's Friday and the sky's are supposed to be clear and my plan is to be outside with my music and putting an arm around compliance.

Much love!! [emoji177][emoji177]

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