I have more friends now than I've ever had before. I met them through NA, AA, IOP, aftercare, hospital psyche ward, art class, writer's group, Celebrate Recovery. I make it a point to keep showing up and instead of thinking I don't want to go bc I'll get nothing out of it, I say, I will go and see what I can add to it. My life has never been better now that I'm sober. Every day something wonderful happens. I include seemingly small things in the wonderfullness.