I had cancer in 2014. It was metallic poisoning from big blue where i use to work, then lymphatic and bone. It is in remission now. I went through a phase like, well i am not going to despair i just kept believing my faith and praying. I listened to a lot of good uplifting spiritual music for me, watched a lot of funny movies. I went outside in the wheelchair then crutches finally a cane. I sat outside for the fresh air, watched the birds and clouds, wildlife. I just yielded and accepted it and lived each day to the fullest.
I lost over 70 lbs. in 5 months. I could not eat solids, i could only drink water... and ensure. I at one point drifted off in another place where i was walking into the clouds and the further in i walked the lighter and more glorious it became. I was not afraid. I did get better. I suffered strokes, mini strokes and brain seizures, however i am still here. I put weight back on and i still suffer terrible headaches with fibromyalgia. It has not been easy and every day is a struggle for normalcy and consistency. My advice to you is to make peace with yourself and others. Forgive anyone in prayer and yourself. And make peace and accept it. Forgiveness is powerful for it can literally heal the body for it releases hormones and strengthens the heart where unforgiveness causes high blood pressure, bad heart disease, etc.
I hope all of this helps. Blessings and tc (((hugs)))