(((hugs))) This is all normal, it is called post blues. You still should probably see about going back on a lower dosage of an antidepressant... check with your doctor. In the meantime it takes time to adjust to feeling whole again after having a baby. Your body has to adjust and heal...give yourself a break and find a support group of other mothers who had babies. The drs office can set you up usually through community health team a group of other new moms to talk to for support. This will make a world of difference for you... blessings and tc