Mouse,
I also love contemplating thoughts like this

My T usually gives me a 5 minute warning. I have no idea what he would say if I refused to leave. LOL When my T and I were talking about my fear of termination and my fear of what I would do to not be "abandoned", he asked me what did I envision myself doing. I told him that I could see myself sitting in his office refusing to leave. He didn't comment on it, just wrote it down. Now I am curious as to what he would do