why is this an addiction?
why does it feel so good?
why am i in love with the feeling
why do i adore this sensation...

it is my friend
it is something i can see, but something i must hide
something to stop my cries
something i understand, something i can heal

there are things in side, that i cant see
but i must hide as well, but these things drive me crazy
what a relief it is, to be able to see...

one.. two... three... i start to feel free
letting demons, outside of me...