i have been sitting on the edge of the black hole..fighting back the dark abyss..i found myself in the black hole last night...it was a cold and dark place...found myself in a fetal position in the corner..it is a cold dark place and you can hear water dripping...it's so black you can see blue..what was i supose to do...i couldn't be with you..it's all over for us now...and i don't see how..you don't even care...you said you'd always be there..i guess i was all lies'''and i can't deny you had me fooled...i thought i would always be with you but you rejected me the whole time..i guess it will haunt me till the end of time...and yet you won't leave me alone...you keep pullin me back in..please let me go...i take take the pain no more...as i sit here on the floor begging for more..how sick can one person be..i want you to need me...but that is over forever no more..