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Old Apr 22, 2016, 01:01 PM
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Originally Posted by winenot3 View Post
I've been feeling a lot of anxiety lately and feel that it might be fueled by my therapist. I get nervous so much even just in anticipation of our sessions nowadays. Often when I think about him I feel sick. I know that shouldn't be the case with therapy. I think it's because I'm worried about what would happen next, or how far will he push it? I don't understand why I'm having this reaction. Like I said, I keep going back and forth between wanting him and wanting to get away from him. I mean, I'm always disappionted with literally EVERYTHING he says or does. I'm still trying to figure out what exactly is it I'm getting from him or what I even want. A year ago I would have been so sure. Some days I want him so much. But how long can you keep wanting someone that doesn't give a ****?

Maybe, deep down, I know that he doesn't really care about me, and so I feel un-safe (even if he won't harm me mentally or physically). I'm not sure.
It is your wisdom and self-respect I hear in this post, Winenot. I really hope you can trust your very good instincts on this and get away from him. He is hurting you and that is plain to see
Thanks for this!
Ellahmae, Gavinandnikki