im not bipolar.... why do they keep saying im bipolar...
why do they say that... i have never been manic before...
why do they want to hurt me...
the psychologist agreed with me... and said it was adhd and depression...
why are they messing with my head...

or am i dreaming.... this is a nightmare maybe... i cant tell anymore... life, death... dream... reality... it doesnt matter... its all miserable...

i want my mom
but how do you talk about something that is going to make you cry so bad that you just really cant talk...
she would just be scared and i wont be able to explain...

this is how i have always been... i dunno how to tell people about myself... i dunno how to be myself... im always the perfect angel... the good boy that cant have problems...

i need to show someone my cuts... but i cant...