After my appointment, my mind is still obsessing about my personality and how it seems to be causing me problems.
My T said if I want to switch jobs, I have a couple major good reasons, but if I expect my anxiety to go away, I'm kidding myself. My anxiety is due to perfectionism, people-pleasing, and my OCD. Thus, the obsessing about my personality. :-P
I know ultimately I can work on this. It will just be a journey of hard work. I wish I had more people to talk to about this. I don't want to be a drain by talking about my issues all of the time.
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart

Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN