Ok. So, I'm frustrated, maybe anxious; I am to the point of tears. I don't know why. I want something amazing to happen. (Ex: for me, a man I like somehow sweeping me off my feet, flirting with someone attractive who likes me, idk). I'm frustrated it won't. I look at myself and see someone worthless though. I don't believe I can be found and saved. I'm keyed up, yet exhausted just because being me is tiring. I'm trying to pinpoint this. Nothing is "happening" and I already worked out, had coffee, I can't see the "little things." What is this? Ideas.