My father of origin used this term "bind", usually referring to his business financial aspects work load etc. Since, he has never sought T, it wouldn't have specific meaning to me or an alter all it does is just bring his alter in me closer and that is irritating more than anything. TrailRunner14, I'm sure compliance isn't always taking over now, as you said. Make sure that it is worth fighting what is it, so that you don't seem like such a push over. Hopefully, your are not at the point where everything rushes to the conscious and makes things so overwhelming. I'm in a situation, made, that everything from the past can't separate itself due to some illegal T tactics, but I'm hanging in there. There is no use to drum up clues, symbolize, parallels, we all know what we know so far, I"m not going to make it my life's work to pick at memories, if it happens cool if not then who cares. In my mind, the culprits have been brought to the light.