...that basically all I was looking for was sympathy and attention...I'm ashamed to admit that it's true...everything I write is geared towards peoples sypathies...why????? I was thinking that I could add this bit of garbage to the rest of the garbage and what do I have...alot of garbage...BUT...I've come to the conclusion that I have friends here that care about me and no matter how much of a whinner I am they will still care about me...I remember therealme leaving a post to this affect or something similar (I apologize therealme if I've misqouted you) anyway my point is that my hats don't fit because of my pointy head...wait that wasn't my point...my reasoning is this...that every single one of us on this planet needs some sort of sympathy...it's a human trait and if it isn't then it should be because none of us here and all around us are ever 100% sure of ourselves and our choices...and if you were to ask me in an hour about this subject my answer would surely change...like a soft warm breeze on a summer night I change...thankyou for letting me continue to seek sympathy and love and friendship from the people who know what it's like...

Mystry