I have no friends except for my husband...who works 12 hours a day and also goes to the gym. So it's just the kids and I. I love my kids to death, but I hate my lifestyle right now. I'm so lonely and I don't know if it's my bipolar but I always feel everyone I meet hates me already. I'm not your normal mom, I have tattoos and ride motorcycles, but I also am just not pretty like the other moms. My meds make me gain weight even though I work out every night. It sucks!