i know... im scared too...
i keep forgetting about it... in an amnesiac state...
but if you can trust him... it will help i promise...
if you love him and he loves you, the power can over come...
i know its not something you want to say to someone like that...
to anyone at all...
but someone you love... someone you trust... someone that loves you... and someone that cares so much about you... he wants to help you heal...
it is the past... we need to focus the future... your boyfriend is the present... and he can hold you... he wont hurt you... i am not trying to tell you what to do... please dont rush things... just think about it a little... he can help you heal...
since it involves that kind of physical contact...
it is important for him to know at some point...
when you start to hyperventilate and pull away from him when you are playing...
he knows something is wrong...
he wants to know... he wants to help... he loves you...