I've also been hitting the porn sites hard and masturbating, 3 times a day + sex w/my husband. Last night my boss came back after a 2 week vacation. We both reached awkwardly to hug........ohhhh baby, I almost went and masturbated in the restroom. We have a good bit of electricity between us. Sometimes I have to leave the nurses station it's so intense. I can't imagine cheating and I don't think he would cheat on his spouse either, but damn. He gets me moist! I take Paxil and rarely have an appetite, but when I do......it's. 0-100 REAL quick.