I woke up feeling very positive and in a very mentally stimulated for once my concentration feels perfect and I am able to perform tasks at my optimum it is great to feel so good and for once have my mind go about it's usual thinking without going into overdrive or having to many thoughts interferring with each other. I have honestly been long for the day my mind would have perfect concentration and having my body work in synch instead of my mind wondering off and finding my body do random distructive things like sit under my feet with shoes on and get up and ruin my cousins couch :/ To be this clearheaded in life is truly a godsend and is everything I have been praying for, if I woke up everyday like this I could complete anything it was always my concentration that was holding me back: the reason why my mother is a carer and doesn't even trust me being alone at home because my mind wonders and next thing I know I'm burning candles and staining the floor with candle wax. I know that if she notices that I am attent and not off with the fairies she will finally trust me to do the same normal things people my age do. Cook, clean, wash own clothes, fold own clothes, make bed, do dishes and when she finally trusts me with this responsibility she'll finally think I am ready to move out