i can connect with everyone....
there are no one that no like me...

but when people start to like me and think im a friend...
i cant handle.... i panic... i am scared... i dont want anyone to know how sick i am... people would not like me... people cant handle this... i am sick...
i am scared...

i change faces so many times... im so tired... i just want to be me... i just want 1 friend that knows i change...