Hi deb!
First off, let me say that I agree with everything that's already been said here so far. Especially the ones' who told you to seek professional help. Do it immediately before you do anything on the cuff............you might regret it later. I've been there myself, but I truly believe for myself, that it's wrong to have gender reassignment. God made us what we are, and we have no right to change that. Like I said, though, that's just MY own personal belief. I wish God had made me a boy, it's true. AS I think somehow men
get rewarded for "bad" behavior, and women are crucified somehow for following their lead. I always played the daddy role when I played house with my friends. I didn't want to be the mommy!!! I guess I had some notion that women weren't treated the same as men. Hmm, interesting.
Anyway, I think you need to do what's good for you. Being a lesbian, isn't the same category as wanting "gender" reassignment. You simply want to be a "man"????....that's totally different area to research. Does it make you feel awkward being with women and being a girl??? That's what lesbians want to do. They don't want to be men, they just want to be with women. Think about it hard, and see if
that's not what you really want. Another thing is, that's a very EXPENSIVE treatment too. Unless you have lots of money, they don't GIVE those kinds of surgeries away!!!!